Maybe someday I’ll realize what it all means
Maybe that day will be tommorow.
Then again, it could have been yesterday
A spot of solace in the sorrow.
I gave it a day or two
And then I shut down and went to bed
Hope things improve when I wake up
But it’ll probably be this all over again.
Everyday I feel like crying.
And sometimes, even dying.
But I keep on going, never ever slowing
And it’s just too much to bear.
It’s pretty tough to live when nobody’s there.
If I could I’d lie on the train tracks
Swim across the ocean and never look back
Jump off of this roof and dive through the earth
Travel through the desert and faint from the thirst
Pour the gasoline and light the flame
Maybe even overdose on crystal methane
Swallow any poison and take any pill
But when it comes to life, I just have too much will.
Going day to day living my life
Putting on the act like nothings wrong
It’s a little number we all know
But try not to live it too long
Because eventually it reaches a point
Where the lie becomes the reality
And I promise myself only a little while longer
But it’s so much farther than I want it to be.
Everyday I feel like crying.
And sometimes, even dying.
But I keep on going, never ever slowing
And it’s just too much to bear.
It’s pretty tough to live when nobody’s there.
If I could I’d lie on the train tracks
Swim across the ocean and never look back
Jump off of this roof and dive through the earth
Travel through the desert and faint from the thirst
Pour the gasoline and light the flame
Maybe even overdose on crystal methane
Swallow any poison and take any pill
But when it comes to life, I just have too much will.
I watch the sun fall, and wish I could too.
But I just continue to rise.
If I could I’d lie on the train tracks
Swim across the ocean and never look back
Jump off of this roof and dive through the earth
Travel through the desert and faint from the thirst
Pour the gasoline and light the flame
Maybe even overdose on crystal methane
Swallow any poison and take any pill
But when it comes to life, I just have too much will.
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