Baby I'm in hell and I want you to know
even though I scream at you, I really love you so.
It's been so long since the hate in your eyes
wasn't a reflection of my own
the way I was despised
I couldn't look away from you
with your cold deadly gaze
Now I'm in love with you
and I show it in strange hurtful ways
This is how I show affection.
It's brutal and it's rough.
I think everything else is boring
I know I've said too much
Cause opening up is one more thing
hard to do unless
it's with some sort of wedge spreading to waste the connection we had just the other day