Out of sight.. .Out of mind... -------------------------------------------
I saw an old friend today...
i thought i'd lost him...
but today he turned up
he was all shiney and silver...
i stood there looking at him for what seemed like ages but was probably only a maximum of 10 minutes
i was going to discard him but i couldnt do it...
we had so much history together
he'd helped me through the bad times
helped me unleash my anger
there was a little stain on the left corner..
must have forgotten to clean him...
i didnt use him.. but then again i kept him...
mixed feelings at the moment
because when i couldnt find him i was more or less ok.. (out of sight out of mind)
but now hes back i think i'm going back to my old ways..
having those thoughts i used to have...
i think its because i know hes there..
i know i have him back..
Hmm. This almost seems as if it's a riddle... was it a knife that you were talking about? I probably guessed wrong... you also might want to go back and correct some grammatical errors, and maybe not use so many ellipses (those are the "..." things) overall, great job!