Forever may not last a lot of time, but he's the one that will end mine, he he breaks my heart i dont know what i'll do. all i know is that i cant afford to lose you. i need you to be here for me, i need you to see, how much you trully need to me. you're my bestfriend until my life ends, if i lose you, its going to lead to me being mortified, and turing to my own suicide. you dont want me to die, but at night, i always seem to cry, im sick of feeling this way, and i never know what to say. im sorry im so depressed, im sorry i want to end my life, but some how im happy with my knife. i hate the descisions i have made, i hate the memories that i have saved. i hate the way i look at life, i hate the way i threat that i might die. so be my bestfriend and help my depression, or let me be my own suicide. |