I was happy when...wait was i ever.
i think about it, maybe once? nope never.
but i was when i was five happy as can be,
but my unforante fate has lead to who iam, this is me?
Looking in the mirror, i don't recconize that monster staring back
digging deeper in my pockets, where's my God damn crack?
you stole it huh just like my youth
i'll smak you! just tell me the God damn truth.
The truth about what you did, LIER!
i know so does the world thanx for giving me fuel for my fire.
I'am laughing, my finger wraped around the trigger of your gun
To your head, Laugh Bitch, now this is what i call fun.
I was happy when...i first met her gaze
i stopped actting like being gay was just a textbook phase
she was beautiful i must admit
but then i got caught up in the downward spiral shit.
Like everyone else she took leave
and in my own depression i was left to greave.
now she barly notices as i wave goodbye
hoping she'll stop iggnoreing me before i die.
I was happy when...i saw him sitting there
i wasn't scared i walked up without a care
it was the hello of my life i'd say
here we are two years later without delay
i love him still i can not lie
but now i don't laugh with him, i cry
i have emotions i never felt when were holding hands
but now iam afraid of were we might stand.
my life is not yet fully written to the end
so i'll leave you with a finally wave goodbye,