If I am clear about this it's you between your parents right.
That being the case, they are them you are you and you cannot fix one for the other or change who they are. Do not let their bitterness for each other destroy you.
They will forever wage war with one another,.
You have waged enough war within yourself to last you three lifetimes.
this is very well written. usually i wanna shoot myself when i read poems about this because they're so dramatically worded. but this captured the confusion and frustration perfectly and i liked it quite a lot.