And your life before your eyes has changed.
One day you were okay,
The other fadded away,
And now your derranged.
You were on that road,
But soon enough you took the wrong path.
Now passion is only your regret,
As lifes quest brings turmoils upset,
Your embaressed by lifes laugh.
Regret is endless,
Of all the pain that you bear.
Soon days feel better, but storms come again,
In your mind they play melodies of despair,
And your away from all that joy within.
Your world gets darker,
As memories you lament deeply.
Of the bliss you once had,
Only that light of peace shines shortly,
To only temper your feelings that make you mad.
If hurt didn't mean so much,
You know everything would be okay.
But this rapture doesn't heal again,
This nightmare doesn't fade away;
It neither blooms to better, but wilts to worsen.
Plauged in a curse of tears,
That ever so bleed.
Seize that moment you confide,
Don't ever let it leave,
Or you'll forever look at the times they died.
So depressed to get out of bed,
So it hurts I know.
But what colors of life are there without pain,
Just a boring world to itself without a glow,
That lights its lessons that embed within your veins.
We have to move on,
I can't be living this way.
Somethings out there for me; to the question,
Is it joy, that reason that still makes me stay?
Or is it that little bit of faith, I don't know of inside my heart hidden?
I lay alone, with that question...