I don't want to put you through me.
I wouldn't wish that upon any one.
The insecurities that you don't deserve:
I'll question all of your actions and words,
I'll silently wonder what is hidden behind your voice on the other end of the line.
The tears you don't need to deal with:
I'll cry for reasons you won't understand,
I'll cry for no reason at all and tell you that nothing is wrong.
The stress that you shouldn't have:
I'll freak over little things and overreact,
I'll worry over every detail because you deserve nothing less than perfect.
I'm so far from any thing that you deserve or should have. I don't understand how you feel and I never will. All I know is what I want for you. And that is for you to never have to go through me.