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“I hurt myself today to see if I still feel” Trent Reznor Jittery A flood of adrenaline An old familiar feeling I want it I can taste it I can feel it I can smell it more than anything At the merest mention In the passing conversation The casual comment I want it My heart dives into my stomach I want to ask how much I want to ask where and when I want I thought I was over it I thought I was done Over a year and I thought I could resist I can’t I want to wake up in the morning Tired, crusty, sketchy I want to talk till dawn About nothing, to no one I wanna roll up that bill Feel it in my hand I want to hurt I want it Oh, Lord give me a cigarette A poor substitute for my intense longing It’s only a matter of time One night bored and stoned “Hey Lynn, wanna pitch on something?” I’m not going to say no. I don’t want to I’m sorry |
well i use to be a cutter and i understand wanting pain in your life, and i do still think it should happen...just not in a physical way like that...but it caught my attention and though i wasn't over joyed by it, it was still worth the comment| Posted on 2007-03-28 00:00:00 | by monophobic | [ Reply to This ] | i really loved this, the way its written and your wording i just really loved it, and well though this isnt much of a comment but yea it was all i had to say. | | Posted on 2007-03-28 00:00:00 | by ira | [ Reply to This ] | |