I find it hard to talk to you and theres a thousand reasons why,
I open my mouth but no words come- however hard I try,
You want my friendship to help and chase the blues away
But I want you to hold me and that's where I want to stay,
You have to understand that I can never truly be your friend-
I can't lie in that way and I cannot just pretend,
I know that you don't want me in the way that I want you,
But what exactly is it that I'm supposed to do?
I dreamt the other day that we were walking side by side
Walking holding hands with nothing left to hide,
But I know it's just a dream, Just a thought within my heart,
That it's never gonna happen so I should continue to play my part,
But instead I'll turn and leave and pray you don't hear me sigh
And with one last glance I'll walk away and so I'll say goodbye...