I focus on the pain
The only thing
Thatís been real true to me, not letting me down.
Letting me know what I'm going to feel tomorrow
Hatred and sorrow
How did I become this monster?
Everyone I know goes down the One way street...
Full of broken dreams
Not even God himself can Stich back the seams.
Welcome all these demons with open arms...
Demons surrounding me with uncontrollable temptations...
My face showing no emotion,
Yet my soul screams for redemption
My heart was an open door
Lies u told, to control me
These emotions can't be bought from a store.
The hatred I store underneith my thick skin,
is nothing short a galore.
No more holding it in
There are only so many years can I pretend
Only so many tears can be held with in.
Hoping you might see the pain in my eyes
17 years you and still can't not understand
my life is going to change
Your not going to have anything to do with it.
Im sick of me being your hand puppet.
Hate or Love it
Im still stuck being a descendant of my father...