i said
id love whoever got me that album
so you
got me all of them
and i still couldnt live up to that promise
because kisses arent promises
i forgot to tell you that
kisses are never promises
they can be apologies though
and i dont know what to call it
im sorry
for sure even though you kept repeating that you were ok
i guess you were
but you might not be now
or later
you said you wished he wouldnt come
or that things wouldnt work out
and in a way i wish that too
just so i could be there for you
but the other part of me knows the truth
i really do love him
even when hes not there
or he doesnt call
or when he does all that stupid stuff with his stupid friends
who all probably think im an idiot
even then i love him so much
and youre really just my friend
im sorry
and i hope you dont doubt it
this wasnt som sick jack game
i wasnt trying to prove something
i just reached out and you were there
heres a clue: move next time
Submission Name: amber pacific
