There is a monster inside me
A maggot of evil, creeping through my veins
Filling my mind with images of despair
I can feel it, always haunting my thoughts
Always waiting to break free, to control me
The taint on my soul, a mark of horror
To be rid of it I must obliterate myself
I am afraid to feel
It feeds on sadness, anger, pain and distress
All born from love, happiness, joy and laughter
Any of which allows it to consume my mind
To seal it away I must shut down all emotion
Closing all the gates to my heart, my mind
Yet it waits, always waiting for an opening
A crack, and it slips through to take me
Get it out of my head
It is my curse, and I am its vessel
It is the rapist in the dark
The father molesting his daughter
The tyrant killing his people
It is death and destruction
Pain’s older brother agony
And it is controlling me
I am inside a monster
With no control I can only watch
As it unleashes its rage, lashing at the world
Killing, hurting, torturing, massacring
I can feel it shivering from pleasure
As the dagger sinks through flesh and scrapes bone
It orgasms to death, leaving me behind
Drowning in the blood that should’ve been my own
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Submission Name: Monster
