Soo many lives in this world, living, struggling, enjoying, this is just another story of one life...
He always thought himself a protector, since birth, there was always a feeling inside him. This feeling was that he had to place what was precious to him always above himself. That feeling was nutured and tested throughout his life, and that feeling became apart of his soul, and he build the very foundation of who he was around that feeling.
His life was full of trials, the first when he was young, he had cherished friendship...it was betrayed, to whom he thought precious and to whom he thought to be soild and lasting friendship ended with backs being turned, and rejection being cast on him...he struggled on...
Living alone, he had tried to cherish family, again this turned on him...having never felt the warmth love of a mother's heart, nor the caring embrace of a father's love, he hardened his heart till he could feel no more...nothing of family was cherished...and it never will...he moved on...
He began to question what was precious...did he ever felt it before? he shrugged it off, as it was a question that challenged his very soul, he searched for something precious...something to protect, something to cherish...he found love...and for 7 long years he fought hard for love...he fought pass pain...he brought himself past what he thought he could never bare...sacrafice everything...everyone...to only come to his knees in the face of NOTHING...
What is precious? what is a protector with nothing to protect? what is a lover without love...? what is anything anymore...he had fought long...he had surived much...
He questions everything now...
Where are those kind words now? - "it will get better soon" , "Dont give up, keep reaching it and u'll have it" , "Never give up faith, it will be alright" , "life is full of struggles, just hold on"....sooo many words of comfort and of inspiration...
LIES THE LOT OF IT!!!! AND HE SWALLOWED IT!!! HE SWALLOWED IT ALL!!!
Broken promises, lies, betrayal...its over...Kneeling...He looks up...its over...no more...He doesnt want to protect anything anymore...
Have you ever let go a part of yourself? have you ever decided that its over, and that you wouldnt go back...its the same for him...only that its over for his life, he has to find another reason to breath...Hate, Anger, Sorrow, Grief, Hurt, Pain and Rage...
Just another life, dying from within, joinning countless others
That person...is just me...
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I've been driven all my life by my passion and desire to protect something or someone, have you ever felt that way before?
Today it ends, I dont want to do it anymore...
I've been such a fool, like soo many before me, its enough, just let me put a mask on and join the crowd...let me fade away...I dont want to anymore... |
Submission Name: The Story Of Just One Life
