oh wow. Well. gramatically first. Some parts seemed a bit choppy, disrupting the flow if only for a little while...
As for the meaning and over all write. Great. Stupendous. Though you should not have to feel like that. You of all ppl should know what I have been through. There is always light at the end of the tunnel but i think you have caught the train wreck lol. You can do SOOO much better. You are beautiful, inside and out. You deserve someone who will treat you with the love and respect you deserve. Dont tell me such a person does not exist...I found mine, its your turn:)
You can only take the down pour of the rain for so long, till you get soo drenched by it, it holds you down.
Love is not hurt Love is feeling good withsomeone that wont on purposely hurt you.
Like a Train that said" I know I can, I know I can" Can only pull up that hill and carry that load for soo long, before it notice, it needs to relax it's wheels and don't overburn.
i am not suggestion to give up love, i am just suggestion, to not get hurt agin.