You're really disgusting you know.
Your top teeth pout over your lip sometimes.
You don't realise, but you snort like a pig, really loud.
Your clothes are always scruffy and stained.
Sex was dreadful. Yes, I did fake it once or twice.
Every other time I just admitted, you weren't upto the job.
Do you realise how sick you've made me?
Not just of you, but of myself.
There isn't enough bleach in the world...
to remove your touch from my skin.
Your constant texts and phone calls,
always wanting and needing to know where, who with and why.
Always crying when I just wanted to be alone.
Always getting angry when I went out with friends.
You even became jealous of my own brother,
Your family are perfect, I love them loads.
I swear you must be adopted.
You didn't wash enough - the stench of your cheap cologne lingers.
Only in my memory.
You were so damned scruffy!
Those hideous vests, those dreadful elasticated trousers...
Oh the shame...
The stubble on your face! Jeez, like wiping myself with sandpaper.
You know what I mean.
I'll hate you forever, for making me feel so ashamed of myself.
When I've done nothing wrong.
I only ever cared about your happiness.
I asked for nothing, but sacrificed EVERYTHING.
Now I've left you...it took a long time for me to realise.
It's not me I should hate - but it's you I should despise.