Closed,
Shuttered.
But for you,
It might be different.
I keep telling myself we're only friends,
But I'm deluding myself again.
I'm good at that.
You saw me for a moment,
On the balcony,
I told you it was tiring
To keep joking all the time.
You probably don't realize,
But I watch you
While your back is turned.
I admire you,
You're passionate and brave,
You're everything I'm not.
The mask is slipping off my face,
My angel,
I'll go out like this a thousand times
Before I tell you,
I'm in love with you,
I'll die like this.
You're crouching over me,
I'll fade away before I realize
How much I'll miss.
You trusted me
And I'll die like this,
At the edge of your sword.
You trusted me and I gave you hell,
I'll perish here,
I might as well.
Believe in me and I'll die like this,
Unrequited,
In love and falling.
At the edge of your sword,
You hate me now,
You're better off then knowing how
I loved you.
I'll die like this,
My angel.
Find your heaven,
And I'll find bliss. |