I know that no one ever said that this life was easy
I'm sick of screaming in the mirror at myself
About everything I'm not and everything I should be
As days go by all I'm doing is the same thing over again
I'm losing myself, that and everything I ever had
Help me find the missing shards and put me together again
Cause I'm trying so hard to change, I hate that I am this way
It's hard to live with a thousand tons on your shoulders
And harder when your every fault won't go away
Every demon from your past, haunting you till nothings left
Take me off this icy road and just let me start again
Take a look outside at the freedom of the birds and the wind
There's a difference between the beauty of whats behind your window
And the burning pain and numbness that you keep within
There's so much you keep hidden inside, but you cant hide for long
This is far too much to take in all at once
And I'm not sure anymore about where I belong |