The way things were, it was chaos all the time
there were a few rays of light for me
as i'm sure it was the same for your son
We both must have viewed enough abuse to last far longer than what we wanted it to.
My ray of light was my Mom, i'm sure you were his
when we were scared out of our wits for you two, you taught us both life lessons through your pain.
i remember the strikes, I remember the screams, above all Craig and I remember the tears. Somehow we made it, all four of us.
We found better lives down the line where things made sense, and the pain subsided.
It's just hard to think about, and now this
You're gone, and your son's light is extinguished. You will be missed. Never saying the last goodbye always leaves a hole that never gets filled in, I hope your son will mend, and doesn't live in darkness.
Thank you for being an inspiration in a world where things were fucked up. People like you and my mother endured so much and i'd like to thank you for that. I'll still remember you, and the memories that I do have of you. As you will, please watch over your son. |