I'll never fully understand you,
rubber smell,
yellow tee-shirts,
practicing guitar,
can't be added or subtracted,
inferiority complex (wait that's me).
but I digress,
you are not memorable or even whole,
unflattering as it may be,
this could be my reason why,
portrait painter,
cool smooth hipster,
rattle-snake charmer with an inflamed toe,
keeper of Eden,
non-dancing, non-conformist,
conforming to your own doctrine.
wanna-be vegetarian,
Earth-lover, people-hater,
smiling cerebral feeble
saintly, though, always patient,
or maybe uncaring
demon-lover.
you are always small and so much more than me.
you are flinching in the face of danger,
robust,
emaciated (eating disordered?)
film lover,
you never read,
you never read.
perfectionist with some things,
a mess otherwise,
yes you are a mess,
slovenly,
against animal testing (can there really be anyone for it?)
heterosexual homosexual,
bisexual (but never asexual, no never) ,
solitary,
needy,
just one giant enigma
and you love that word,
voice-changing,
squeaking,
shape-shifter,
recovered alcoholic,
(though they say you never heal),
sleeping till noon,
not answering calls and no machine,
no car,
little money,
hating hugo chavez and george bush at the same time,
socialist with capitalistic tendencies,
griper,
bastard,
ex-lover (maybe),
agitator (definitely),
intellectual,
cryptic and guarded,
molested,
angry at someone,
raw,
somtimes happy,
I don't think I know who you are.
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