True silence is my preferred style...
But only for a little while.
For when I slowly close my eyes,
All my chaos quickly thrives.
My mind is twisted, my dreams are cruel,
Inside is someone that no one knew.
Its hard to keep them all held within,
I fight the struggle, but will I win?
Devilish concepts and evil convictions,
Can lead to such unholy intentions.
Keep them locked up? Keep them secure?
How much pressure can I endure?
Inside is a war thats full of pain,
But I keep my outside looking sane.
Corrupted with sin and drowning in shame.
A smile in place is the the daily aim.
Wicked thoughts drift through my head,
Eternal insanity is what I dread.
So when you think I am sweet and kind,
Imagine what lies in my crazy mind.