I see now that although my intention may be for the best..
That even if I feel I should hold certain things back from others
To spare their feelings..
To spare possible tears that maybe shed..
By doing such things...
Hiding things from whom you love and adore..
To save thier possbile broken heart
When revealed later down the road
It is inevitable that these things will come out in the open..
And despite my intentions
I hurt you
Just as I did myself
And for this I can only apologize,
Insist that you nor I will ever have to experince such a nasty thing again!
But see my word, means very little now
That I have given you a reason
To question my word,
To question my where abouts
I feel so low