Can you feel what I write? do you feel the emotion I put into it... Of pain, hurt and betrayal... Of giving your all but having nothing come back... If you can even just feel what I'm talking about... Write it down here...and tell me... Share it with me...because I am truly lost...
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I stand alone again, after it all has past
Of all the things I have torn from my heart in sacrafice,
Do you feel how worthless I feel, when you make me feel like I mean nothing at all...
Everything that was best of me, I gave to you
You had gentle and kind words then, caring and loving and I believed them,
But as I am on my knees crying, all of those words were lies...
I stood by your side when you needed me without question
My effort count for nothing, and you dont care of all what I did,
Why? Didnt I keep my promise to you...?
Past soo much pain that I ever felt, I never abandoned you
But you abandon me, like I meant nothing...nothing at all,
I find little words to tell you how hurtful it is...
Do you know how I feel?
The feeling when nobody cares for you...
Completly alone...
That is what you make me feel
But no, it wasnt enough...
You lied to me from the start
What did I ever do to hurt you to deserve this...
But its alright isnt it?
Blame me, and set it that I am wrong...
Let me take the fault,
And promise you that I will never open myself again...
Isnt it the last thing I can do...?
When I am completly broken like this... |