Your description; I know exactly how you feel. I just turned 18 in March and everything scares me now ahah. I even feel old and am now afraid of getting older. It sucks.
This poem is amazing, dude. I loved every word. My friends and I actually discuss the topic of your poem amongst ourselves. You might see it in a way of making decisions or growing up, but I kind of see this in a way of describing society.
Good job. I like the easy flow and how the words just fit together. I'm gonna make my friend read this (: