I need to wash my hands and purify my soul,
Sin has taken me and left my life lightless and dull.
I don't know what to do to turn my life around,
I don't know what to do to get my feet on solid ground.
I turn to God, but I feel guilty when I pray,
I don't know why God would want to hear what I say.
I wish I knew what God put me here for,
I can't figure it out, and I can't be here anymore.
I want to go somewhere where I can't hurt the ones I love,
I wish I could escape myself because I've had enough.
I put everything I have into living my double life,
I'm too tired to keep it up, I wish everything would be alright.
I know I'm not worthy but I need to escape,
I want to straighten out before it's too late.