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    dots Submission Name: How I found the perfect girl and then lost her :(dots

    Author: Lord Bane
    ASL Info:    24/M/Isle of Wight, UK
    Elite Ratio:    2.26 - 40/81/50
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       This is the story of my wonderful ex-girlfriend who I still have feelings for....and how I made sure she'd never want to see me ever again :( Sorry if this is a bit depressing.

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    dotsHow I found the perfect girl and then lost her :(dots

    About a year ago my photography teacher got so fed up of me moaning about never having had a girlfriend, she and her daughter decided to set me up with someone. They chose this particular girl because apparentely she used to fancy someone who I looked like.
    So, one morning I went to college and sat in the cafe waiting to be introduced to her. I don't know what I expected, but it probably wasn't the girl who appeared. She was beautiful and seemed, ironically, to be as shy as me. She was whisked away before either of us could say more than "Hello" and I thought I'd blown it. That evening, teacher phones me and says this girl, Alex, really fancies me and wants my number. Unsurprisingly I agree, and when she texts we get talking. For about a month we just meet up now and again, trying to get to know each other better....then came the day everything changed.
    My results day, the night of the party, I get a text from her saying she fancies someone else more and she's letting me down gently. The old me would have given up then, but for some reason I decide I'm going to fight for a chance. I convince her, but less than 24 hours later she is having doubts again. With her umming and ahing, I said something which I meant every word of, but wouldn't have said then if I'd been thinking straight:
    "I love you and I want to be with you, but its up to you what you do."
    Despite thinking she would run away from that....she did the exact opposite. She told me she felt the same way, and within a week we had kissed for the first time. It all went perfectly, we sat watching the Cowes Week fireworks cuddled up together. Even her parents had taken an instant shine to me, and all my friends who met her agreed she was gorgeous. She was also nice, smart, kind....everything you could ask for....and then I screwed everything up.
    For reasons I'd rather not go into, I thought she was going to dump me, so I did the classic bloke thing: "jump before you get pushed".....unfortunately for me, I discovered AFTER dumping her that she had never intended to break up with me. And to make matters worse, I regretted it instantly. Unfortunately she wouldn't listen to my apology and I haven't seen her since.
    So now I'm left with still having feelings for her, and unsure what to do. I know I'll regret it if I don't tell her, but I'm scared I'll regret it if I do.

    Submitted on 2007-06-17 13:45:10     Terms of Service / Copyright Rules
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      Don't you know its a cardinal sin to dump a girl you like because your afraid she is going to dump you . Where is your tenacity man ? These things require adamance and perseverance and are definitely not the time to let your paranoid ego get away with you ! Oh well , I guess hindsight is easier than foresight . Remember this is doctrinal mandate . Don't do it again .
    | Posted on 2010-04-19 00:00:00 | by monad | [ Reply to This ]
      it's surprising how often things like this happen. especially when things are the most perfect, that's when we decide that there's mutiny afoot!

    me and my ex courted for 3 years before we actually made a move. he was the most perfect thing i had ever seen in my life. the best thing about him was that i didn't even have to talk to him all i had to do was just sit there and he knew my thoughts exactly. he still does. but we both swore that we were sure we wanted to see other people. and we did, but we always kept coming back to each other. and then one day, during one of the perfect times, i simply told him that i knew he didn't love me, and that he was only with me because of the friends we had together, and so that i wouldn't be hurt. (i was rather fragile at the time). unfortunately none of that was true, and he got hurt that i suggested it, and he moved to another city. we still saw each other practically every day, but he was always talking about his new girl and how she was perfect. so i found someone else....

    and to make a long complicated story short and simple, i'm now married to that someone else, and my ex is on his way to iraq.

    i'm sorry that this happened to you though.

    hopefully you will have another chance.

    just be warned....

    it will all be different.
    | Posted on 2008-07-25 00:00:00 | by was_i_ever_real | [ Reply to This ]
      Ouch. That's all I can think of.
    | Posted on 2007-06-18 00:00:00 | by Maverique | [ Reply to This ]

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