I had hoped you'd care.. -------------------------------------------
I sat alone on the bench
Waiting for you to come outside
I cleaned my hair and worn my favorite dress
Today I turned 15 the same age as you
I waited happily for you to see
How pretty I looked just for you
I didn't do this for me, I did this for a crush
A stupid love of someone who never even noticed
I cry myself to sleep and wonder why
I had hoped you'd care
I tried so hard, to look pretty just for you
I smiled hard only to have you walk by without even a glance
My heart sank to hell, and there it has stayed for many years to come
My pain will never be seen, and will never be heard
My love for you will just remain below and hidden from this world
Oh boy why did you do this to me,
I had hoped you'd care....
You did an excellent Job with this write
I feel like I am taken immediately back to my very first crush
It is so hard for a child or a teenager (sorry) to understand True Love
I know a lot of relationships that are now my age (38) that started out as young teenagers in Love so it is not true when people say its just a crush all the time because you are so young
If this Love was meant to be it will be there in the Future that I Promise You
Please if you get a chance Please take a look at some of my writes and let me know what you think
ohhh the memories of my first crush just come flowing back... the endless crying nights, the way id get dressed up for him to notice.. its a part of everygirls story/life put into a lovely verse...
once again its amazing how u had put the words to look so powerful!
believe me 6 years after this feeling..u would be somewhere half around the world somewhere u never imagined to be and still be wondering 'what if..' 'only if he looked..' or 'wonder where he is...'