This process is necessary...
It is unavoidable
And I hate it all soo much!
I'm left in the dark and this has not yet happened with he and I
I'm left in a spiral downward direction,
Which I have become uncomfortably fimilar with
As I drive to work knowing they are poking him with needles
Seeing him grinding his teeth because of his dislike for those needles
Poking him several times with a different needle each time
Simply wanting to find a solution for this medical emergency…
And now as I drive to work,
All our days spent together
All our smiles
All our laughter comes back to me…
RaCiNg throughout my mind...
Tears, accumulate beneath these eyes of mine,
And yet a smile appears on my face!
Happy for the times I spent with such a wonderful guy... my soul mate
And yet upset that it may be over!
Here, right now, I feel it is appropriate of me
To ask the Almighty Lord above us all,
Pray to him…
**My hand collapse within one another**
**Joining fingers with the other hand**
I begin to whisper...
Please Lord I beg of you, to keep this soul mate of mine close to you
To hold him and comfort him when I cannot,
To keep him safe the way you have always kept him safe…
Still whipering to you Lord...
I ask you this, with all my heart
For it is filled with love for this certain someone!
He, Lord is my missing puzzle piece and without him...
Without my soul mate
My missing puzzle piece…
Life has no meaning
Life has no point
So again I ask of you, treat my soul mate as you'd treat your son!
Treat him with the love and respect he deserves…