Cutting yourself won't lead you to become useless...
Feeling useless leads to cutting !!
I really enjoyed this peace.. I like the anger... the revolution.. the way you prefer to be insane... if sanity is to be one of them !!!
they way they dont see you and once you'll leave they won't miss you... just because your're different form them !!!
I JUST LIKE IT !!!
I like the way you state yourself. Direct, straight forward and with purpose.
Your message is strong and scary. I too, have been there, done that and bought the T-shirt.
Keep on my firend one day you will see there is a solution.
I understand this completly.
When someone at school saw my scars and reported me(they all hate me so now they had somthing to tell on..)The counselor called my mom and I got in SO MUCH TROUBLE , I was grounded,I wasent allowed alone,no computer,and She was always pissed,she kept checking to make sure I had stoped...
It only made it worse.
Now I just cut in my mind,which really I find is worse sumtimes,I miss the pain,and crimson blood..But the words I cram into my mind and constantly repeat stay,even when I cant be alone...
I went to counceling for awhile....But I hated it,I cant stand them,talking in there soft voices trying to get you to say somthing so they can go tell ur mom...even tho they lie and say they wont..They try to remind us how insane we are....But I dont think their much better,Id rather be insane then the way they are.........