That which I once so feared, I now eagerly await,
My eyes closed, I anticipate my Fate.
Each day all I know is pain, my will to live is gone,
At night I hope I'll never wake, because I simply can't go on.
Try as I may, I can't climb from this hole,
The unending sadness has finally taken its toll.
Silently I weep as I prepare to end my pain,
For the first time in so long, I feel no shame.