Is so stupid
but thats the only way I know how to write
I want to write beautiful things
But I can't
All I know to write about is
This scares me
Why don't I have more joy in my life?
Why don't I feel happy deep inside?
I know I deal with depression
But is this all that I am?
Is this all thats inside me?
continue to write, even if it makes you doubt your abilities in the art of writing and poetry. as you grow older, you will realize that your poetry will also mature, and it could blossom into something beautiful.
you might look back at the "angsty" writes and think, oh my god, is this all i wrote about? why no variety?
everyone has to start somewhere. if its what youre feeling, then write about it: if you try to have more joy or happiness in your life, then it won't work completely, and you might get let down.
it says youre 15 on your page. believe me, you'll grow out of this stage, even if you deal with clinical depression, or something like that.