Click click boom
From my room
Just as soon
As the bullet goes running through my brain
Leaving blood stains
On the wall
Everybody at the door
Screaming my name
Never feeling my pain
And I don’t know why
I just don’t wanna lie
And I don’t wanna die
Every time I see her face
And I can’t seem to cry
No matter how I try
I don’t want to survive
Viewing life through a haze
Of all the hurt deep down
Which I can’t turn around
And live my own life again
Not with the secrets in my veins
So I reach for the gun
Knowing she isn’t the one
And I put it to my head
Hoping not to see the red
Of my blood but I’m shaking
And every second I waste
I can feel my heart breaking
I wanna pull the trigger so bad
But there’s 2 things stopping me
My nephew and my niece
They mean the world to me
They somehow bring me peace
What would they say to them
That your uncle popped himself?
I couldn’t live with that
I couldn’t die with that
So I put it down
And drop to the floor
I’m screaming but I make no sound
I won’t do it anymore
Echoes fill the room
As I pay the price of love
I’ll be in hell soon
You can watch me from above
*Click Click Boom*