I'm trying my hardest
to clear this clouded head.
I need to explain
what needs to be said.
It's hard to put this into words
so forgive me if I stutter.
I've been worrying about this
so much I'm now a cutter.
Get ready, hold tight
while I reveal my utmost desires.
I hear my instincts whisper,
but I call them all liars.
I've been holding back in fear
of what you might think.
The closer I get to telling you,
the farther I begin to sink.
To tell you the truth, I'm not ready
and neither are you.
But I feel if I don't give in,
you're gonna say we're through.
I feel I'm being pressured
just so you'll stay.
I hope in due time
you'll see it my way.
I know you have your needs,
I mean no disrespect.
But this goes against my morals,
what do you expect?
We have the rest of our lives.
Why must we do this now?
I've exposed my true emotions,
it's time I take my bow. |