Description: Yeah, I ripped off the title of an Evanescence song. I know. Sue me. but it seemed to fit. This is the third [and last] poem I wrote about this girl.
Anywho, this is about an ex friend who I made the mistake of missing and almost went back to her. But obviously, when I tried, she proved she wasn't worth it.
I am now numb to the whole situation. I'm not angry at her anymore. I'm not missing her at all. I don't feel bad anymore. I don't give a shit about her anymore. I feel nothing when it comes to her. I'm through completely with her.
Last Poem I'm Wasting On You. -------------------------------------------
My senseless need for instigation
The fact that I went through with my temptations
Is what drove you away
Deleterious words you spoke so freely
Twisted things you evidently think of me
Is what kept me away
My loneliness growing day by day
And the inane thought you may feel the same
Is what almost drove me back
Realization that you haven't changed at all
And my common sense coming back through this fall
Is what lets me know I'm never making that mistake again.
when i saw the title, i took a guess at who it was,... and i was right, haha. although it was short, i really enjoyed this poem. it has to be one of my favorites from you. put add onto it! the description is vivid and it leaves me wanting more.
love you, gurlll! <333