It was me.
I drank too much.
It was entirely my fault.
Can you ever forgive me?
It’s too late to take it back.
I never meant to fall so hard;
You are just so incredible.
The memory of that night
I wish I could
forget / remember always.
My stomach is upset.
I feel like I’m about to throw up
yet butterflies are all around.
I miss you.
It should never have happened.
The thought alone is disgusting,
yet I have never felt more alive my entire life.
I hate you for not saying goodbye.
I was the one that pulled away.
Just couldn’t let myself go.
Was too scared;
what would they say.
Or am I wrong?
Was it too difficult to say goodbye?
I know you felt the same.
That day I lost you.
That day you lost me.
Was it worth it?
I would rather still have you in my life.
I miss you so much.
Wish I could see you again;
just hear your voice.
Why did I drink so much?
I’m sure my tears will dry
and my heart will find someone new.
Just this once,
I wish that wasn’t true.
One day perhaps we’ll speak again;
maybe even be friends.
| So, you had a drunken one night stand and forgot to get her number? Or she flew off to a different country afterwards? Such things happen... maybe it was only meant to happen once... that connection... before your lives went their own ways. At least, that's what I think about it all. |
Hang on, I just read it again. You cheated on your girlfriend, didn't you? Ach, I don't know what to say... it must've felt horrible the next day... and for her to find out later... ach.
Still, were you and your presumably now ex-girlfriend meant to be together forever? Maybe this was the catalyst needed, however subconsciously, for you to both part ways. Not a nice way to go about it, but that's life, I guess.
Not sure what to say, man. Love is a twisted b.itch at the best of times...
and Happy New Years
|| Posted on 2007-12-27 00:00:00 | by alteredlife | [ Reply to This ] |