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in retrospect / that was real


Author: K
ASL Info:    26/Namibia/Africa
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JayD helped me out a bit - a lot. Basically the whole flow and structure has changed a lot.

Thank you.


in retrospect / that was real



It was me.

That night…
I drank too much.
It was entirely my fault.

Can you ever forgive me?

It’s too late to take it back.
I never meant to fall so hard;

again.

You are just so incredible.

The memory of that night
I wish I could
forget / remember always.

My stomach is upset.
I feel like I’m about to throw up
yet butterflies are all around.

I miss you.

It should never have happened.
The thought alone is disgusting,
yet I have never felt more alive my entire life.

Thank you.

I hate you for not saying goodbye.
Though,
I realise...
I was the one that pulled away.
Just couldn’t let myself go.
Was too scared;
what would they say.

Or am I wrong?

Was it too difficult to say goodbye?
We connected.
I know you felt the same.

That day I lost you.
That day you lost me.
Was it worth it?
No.
I would rather still have you in my life.

I miss you so much.
Wish I could see you again;
just hear your voice.

Why did I drink so much?

I’m sure my tears will dry
and my heart will find someone new.
Just this once,
I wish that wasn’t true.

One day perhaps we’ll speak again;
maybe even be friends.
For now...

*sigh*





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  So, you had a drunken one night stand and forgot to get her number? Or she flew off to a different country afterwards? Such things happen... maybe it was only meant to happen once... that connection... before your lives went their own ways. At least, that's what I think about it all.

Hang on, I just read it again. You cheated on your girlfriend, didn't you? Ach, I don't know what to say... it must've felt horrible the next day... and for her to find out later... ach.

Still, were you and your presumably now ex-girlfriend meant to be together forever? Maybe this was the catalyst needed, however subconsciously, for you to both part ways. Not a nice way to go about it, but that's life, I guess.

Not sure what to say, man. Love is a twisted b.itch at the best of times...

Peace
and Happy New Years
| Posted on 2007-12-27 00:00:00 | by alteredlife | [ Reply to This ]


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