she covers me in colors and made me feel real...
the feeling was something that no one could steal...
now she is pregnant and shes so happy its hot...
i fell in love twice times more, alot alot...
now 3 months in and its a bitchy time...
but i educated my self by reading the guides...
last week she loved me, but now she has left...
she stripped away my colors with no reason for this...
my heart is swollen and bleeding with pain...
she left for a week with nothing to say...
except the feeling is gone, she says "feels its lost"..
such a sudden thing, i cannot believe this cost....
i call all the doctors and internet too,
and they all say be patient the whole way through.
They swear its hormones, and im sure it is...
but the pain im feeling, i've never felt like this..
four days have past with barely no food or sleep...
and i havent gone to work but lately I weep...
my once beautiful colors have been stripped from my pores..
with her turpentine words that will never be forgotten. |