"nothing that matters". by Magger32

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Author:	Magger32
ASL Info:	18-female-PA.
Elite Ratio:	2.61 - 52/111/105
Words:	75

Class/Type:	Poetry/Depressed
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LIFE! nothing in life seems to matter when you don't have someone there for you to love.

"nothing that matters". dots

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This summer breeze surrounds me in this moment of time,
The breeze whistles so closely to my ear,
My skin bristles,
I am no longer here,
I’m gone,
I’ve lost my soul,
I’m so morbid, so alone,
I need your touch to rejuvenate my soul,
To patch up this seeping hole,
All my pride has drifted away,
I’m afraid of the light that comes with day,
It doesn’t seem to matter anyway,

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I usually find myself feeling that way. I feel lost and..I just wish the ones I thought I truly loved would come back from death.

Though you can find..good things about it. Does that seem weird..good things about Death? Yes.

I used to be so angry and sad after my rats died, I didn't want to talk to anyone, or even talk to myself. I just hated everything. I choose to put my rats down for they were sick with tumors. I hated it, and just hated being in the vet's office waiting for th lady to come and give me back dead rats.
I'd just watch the grave for hours, either staring or crying. I would swing and repeat, what can I do to escape myself?

It was winter..around this time. I would sit outside until I was completely numb. Around this time, I wasn't going to school..and all my friends had left me. Not because I was rude or mean to them, because they figured their friends who did drugs were more fun then me, because my mother wouldn't let me do somethings they did. I'm glad she didn't let me go though. The friends that leave aren't you're true friends.

I'd really like to talk to you..not just about this..but, sometimes I can sit for hours and listen to someone. Sometimes, they want me to talk or they just want me to listen. I'm ok with both...You seem like a good person. : I hope I'm not scaring you in anyway...Sorry if I am.

Super long comment. It would be fun to get to know each other..
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