I’m feeling lonely.
I walk over broken glass.
The pain is not physical but emotionally attached.
My past cuts deep as a line is drawn…
The sunset disappearing from site while I sit on the lawn.
I shuffle down this road of abuse and hate…
All these things I regret take me to fate.
The clouds above darken, just like the sleeve of my shirt.
I am bleeding internally as well, as these tears hit the dirt.
I am ashamed; I feel dirty just thinking of your name.
You had no right to touch me with such rough hands…
You had no right to take me like you said was just “being a man”.
I should have hit you then when I had the chance to breathe.
You hurt me past the point of memory.
You had no mercy!
I will never be the same as I once was…
Because of you I no longer am who I always wanted to be.
You made me hate you as you hated me.
I will forever be locked within my innocents taking.
I lost the key which was in the making…
Of my future.
I'm so sorry you had to go through that.
I know the feeling all too well.
I hope you can find strength within yourself to see the light.....it's not easy but it can be done.
Writting and art is a great release.