Easier Than I Thought by Samuel Bielz

Now it's over, but I try to make it real
I'm trying to create what was never there
It was all just an illusion in my darkly jaded mind
Painted by lies that passed your teeth with such care

I was so happy to be outside of myself
I found enjoyment in your game of charades
though given the chance to keep your game going
I wouldn't waste my life with your fleeting serenades

I hate the fact that I was so quick to run to you
I thought I found something that was worth my embrace
But I probably didn't know you as much as I needed
I can atleast count the times I've touched your cold face

I guess it's a good thing I didn't know you so well
Because I hadn't much time to actually give you my all
Everything you took away was everything I gave to you
But it's quite lucky for me that I didn't have so far to fall

I hate talking to you or hearing your voice
Because I can see that everything we were was a mistake
But I actually count myself fortunate that you were just a lie
Because it's so easy to drop something that was so disgusting and fake

It wasn't so hard for me to let go of you
I can tell who you were was just an appalling disease
It's almost just like you never happened at all
I thank God we didn't have any real memories

I was easier than I though it could ever be
Just to stop giving a damn about you