Description: so for some reason ive been writing like a mad women lately haha... so this is all pretty rough... and very not looked at... so um.. here it is!... hoping to correct a few things later... yep yep... :)
Forever Lost -------------------------------------------
Faced with questions I have no answer to
Everyday seems to drag with its normal weariness
Sleepless nights and red eyed days are all the follow
My alarm goes off and I hit snooze to many times once again
I sit in my bed with my arms wrapped tight around my middle
Just wishing for it all to end
Dreams come late at night and haunt my every thought
What I dream is my reality of past or soon to be
Facing your nightmares on a daily basis gets frightening
I look to the book with all the answers
Yet feel no questions become clear
He is out there somewhere
I can feel his hands on my back
And his breath on my neck
Afraid to close my eyes
I don’t want to know what my future is
I don’t want to relive my past
They try, oh they try so hard
But nothing can get past my stone cold heart
Rock solid, yet broken in so many ways
Who has the answers?
Who could I trust?
If I came to you and cried out my fears
Would you still be there for me?
Would you still talk to me knowing what I’ve done?
I want more than anything to sit in your room
And tell you all my past
But I can’t… can I?
The only ones that matter are to far away
So forever lost I will stay
Submission Name: Forever Lost
