crawling in to bed,
felt like death served cold,
"there's nothing left"
"there's no where for me"
i found myself saying,
lying on my bathroom floor,
easing the pain,
with a dull blade,
"i don't want to die"
"all i want to feel, is nothing"
i found myself saying
sitting on my bedroom floor,
being engulfed by pills,
"why can't i stop feeling?"
"is there something wrong with me?"
i found myself saying
leaning against a wall,
contemplating life and death,
i have an epiphany,
"you have your entire life just waiting ahead"
"why on earth would you want to end that?"
i found myself saying,
"you only have one life to live"
"so live it, don't be afraid"
i find myself saying. |
Submission Name: live it. learn it. love it.
