This is the brutal story of a girl named "Sammy Sue,"
it's just the very person that's telling you what's true.
I try to say some words to ease the pain,
they hit like shards of glass and drops of acid rain.
In a tower my prince came to rescue me,
I was suppose to live my life so happily.
I am not as whole as I was when I was young,
before perversion invaded and seered my tongue.
I am the sexual objection,
that fuels your erection.
I am the one that was abused,
that can easily be used.
I was never meant to be loved the way that you did,
it's like someone took my heart and love is what they rid.
Sometimes when I moan you think I am being pleasured,
but deep inside it hurts... a pain that can't be measured.
I cry at night when I think that nobody is looking,
when I have sex with you it feels like I am hooking.
I give into your fantasies so I can feel atleast an ounce of being,
but when it's all said and done its the love I'm not believing.
Why can't I be normal without feeling so much pain?
sometimes when I try to be I am driven more insane.
I am like an animal in captivity that shouldn't be released,
rabid like a killer dog waiting to be unleashed.
I have my inner demons that tell me what to do,
sometimes I can't help it when I hurt everyone....but mostly you. |