imagine what it is like to be truly alone. imagine pain beyond recognition of yourself or who is around you. imagine pain so much that you forgot how it started. imagine pain that feels as if it will never leave. imagine pain there is no cure for.
now imagine a release for that pain. imagine suicide. imagine you told a few people and you told them not to tell anyone. imagine you told them not to worry. imagine they keep asking you to call them. imagine they keep begging you not to do it. imagine yourself telling them to be happy and appretiate what they have. imagine you telling them not to think of it as you dying but being free from the pain that you previously imagined.
imagine someone who comes and wraps there arms around you right before you leap to your death. imagine you turn around and it is all of your best friends behind you, the ones you know will be with you until the end. imagine them crying, begging you not to leave yet. imagine yourself apologizing. imagine yourself looking around one last time for that one face you want to see, that one face that could change it all. imagine that person, the person you live for, is not there.
now imagine yourself flying. imagine the jump off the edge and the rush of adrenaline through your body as you are free falling through the air. imagine your eyes are closed and you hear the wind around you. imagine when you dont hear the wind anymore.
imagine yourself opening your eyes. imagine yourself looking up from the ground. imagine all of the faces looking down on you from the top of the cliff. imagine the teardrops raining down soaking your body. imagine looking down and seeing what you look like. imagine the blood. imagine the death.
now imagine looking down from heaven, finally seeing the only person you wanted to see. imagine what they are doing. imagine that they have no clue of what you did. imagine they are happy.
imagine when they find out. imagine when they know why. imagine them still not caring. now imagine their new life. imagine you being happy for them. imagine you sending the angel who used to watch over you when you were alive to that person who you lived for. imagine even after you are gone you still giving them that extra protection.