All I want is him
No other one can take that place
No other love can mask it
I never felt so alive
Yet so dead at the same time
Without him around
Life seems meaningless
He keeps playing games
And my heart cant take it
I want to cut the ties
But its hard to say goodbye
I never felt so much for one person
I know this time its true
When I say "I love you"
He told me he cared
He told me secrets
Hes never shared
He told me things
He wouldnt have told her
Yet he says goodbye
How does he know
Between him and I
It will last a life time
He hasnt even tried
I saw him before she did
He kissed me in such passion
He held me like it was the last
He looked into my eyes
Told me such words of meaning
Told me he was going to try
Cause he wanted to be with me
Now Im sitting in this hotel room
Still waiting for him to come back
He broke my heart again
When he said he wouldnt anymore
Said he never wanted to do it again
Yet he fell upon his own words
He choose her over me
Instead he got missery
Then a new start of happiness
The words he choose
"I cant do this. I care about you but I dont wanna be with you."
It sounds that hes scared
To be a better person
To enjoy himself
Now everytime I see couples
My heart sinks lower
And the tears become heavier
Wishing him and I were still together
But he never choose that path
Now hes going to find out the hard way
Hearing all those sappy songs about love
How much someone cares for another
Expressing it in every way
When it comes to the heart breaking songs
I cant help but scream
Cause I cant cry no more
I can only bleed out my pain
I want him in my life still
Maybe someday we will be together again
But that day isnt today
And still my heart breaks.
Submission Name: Confusion
