You left me in the shadows of the deceased
Where I hopelessly search for your essence
Where I anticipate our love will rekindle
But I cannot bear the separation any further.
My love, I am not endowed by the separation of our hearts,
Nor am I blissful for the torments your spirit suffers,
Of this tragic love game you seek in despair,
But darling you are wrong, for in your heart I will be there.
My nights are filled with waterfall tears
And you’re not there to touch me to sleep
To hold me until there is no reason to cry
And wake me by kissing me good morning.
Those long sleepless nights you stain tears on your pillow,
I am right beside you, helpless to grant you my comfort I used to.
I chase you throughout those days you feel void,
Failing to touch those tears I could once wash away.
I walk on the streets filled with emptiness
Feeling the breeze pretending it is your touch
Somewhere hearing your voice call my name
But this imagination can only be in my heart.
So much happiness is I to forever see your beauty,
Can you not hear my voice in the clattering leaves in Autumn?
The wind that blows through your ears is my whispers calling you,
To halt your search, for I am forever within you.
You’ve taken from me all that had meaning
Now I can only enjoy the moments of the past
Every little detail reminds me terribly of you
How can I not collapse myself into sorrow?
Of the frozen moments taken from you,
From the days that had once bequest all beauty in life,
Have been derived from the departure I have taken,
Let my spirit not break you into sorrow, but break you from sorrow.
I cannot summon you from the world of death
For I have no means to find the magic I long
But if I could find a way to return you, I would
And promise that I’d never leave your sight.
Heartbreak not over the desires of mortal pains,
But triumph over the beauty of your eternal unfading memories.
Of the days we danced feverishly underneath the heavens stair,
Near the willow you now sob into tears.
I’ll never stop searching for your presence
Until I find peace that you’re my guardian angel
That you will guide me to bliss as I would for you
And one day until my time has come to leave
I will be reunited with you, my one true love.
My love I am near you,
Close your eyes and believe I am near,
For you shall find you have been searching the wrong places,
It has been so long you've noticed, that I have been near you,
Since the day my tired eyes closed forever.
Charmedidenity & Crestfallenman