The Never Played Symphonies
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The Never Played Symphonies A touch that was tainted This relationship that was damned The first time my reaction was fainted As you took my body and it was slammed A stone so heated - so red A past that was loving and pure Marble cold onyx eyes that match the dead A hatred that you must endure I was on a mission to end you Now I am screaming you name After all I have been through I am lost in your twisted game Never sorry for your feel One for your domination The pleasure that I must conceal All this building my frustration If you knew what I needed You would never do such For you to stop - I pleaded Begged as my hold on your cloak clutched I tossed my head and you went on Moving with the beat of your command To your skill and form I am drawn Being beneath you like such was not planned Training and learning to fight To get the attention I so craved The sweat and pain was a new height My body you enslaved I shall grown and learn But nothing will end we Hurting you will never be my turn And this you will agree A succulent fruit you taunt The taste of it on my lips craving Sweet flavor from your body I want You thought that your visit was saving A white sheet that told all Knowing that I had no say in it As you had your way with me on that stone wall Soon after you got my submit A mark that should have been made by my lips Denying any emotional regard The shadow of betrayal lost in an eclipse Excepting such is more that impossible and hard An envy and want as I want the others move Actions that I wish would be mimicked on I Something that will answer my question - prove Though such an emotion I must deny An elder I looked up to Such to you was defiance If you wanted to injure, you would not get my compliance It is not as though he could take the place of you Fighting another for your approval Turned out to be nothing more than dismay It was nothing just more of your removal The only thing that changed was the thoughts of they Catching others in the actions I so required Hearing words of something pure I said to you what they did and it inspired It won’t last that I’m sure Nothing much more than inactivity Dealings to pass the occasion Some how this hit your ‘sensitivity’ There is never any persuasion Sent to be touched by one whom was not you In silent horror I was forced to see Enough to subdue Killed by someone who couldn’t be me Excepted for the monster than I’ve become A single ring to hold our bond With the scolding sins I become numb Never enough for you to respond The decision to stay was not mine at all Declining such an object - never A home I can no longer recall For you I wanted to be with forever Capturing the one I called a friend Needing to save him – but keep you Knowing nothing – that you pretend He was watching – this you knew Making me relive my death Through eyes that should not be mine I could no longer catch my missing breath With that you finally crossed the invisible line A blade not meant for my love Words and a touch never expected No longer my black crow – now a white dove My hope and fears you protected Though as this time comes to a end The sure hurt of being betrayed I can no longer think what I wish and pretend These symphonies have never been played Authors note: I did this as a dedication for my friend ‘previously-recorded’ s Uchihacest fanfiction ‘The Never Played Symphonies’ I beta for her and I can easily say it is one of the best – if not the best – Uchihacest fanfics I have ever read. You should really check it out. She can be found on Fanfiction (dot) net and Adultfanfiction (dot) net. If you review her fic let her know you read this poem.

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