So this is sex?
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this pleasure factory that seems fun during the dirty this feeling of used and done every whispered word that settles sickly on his lips every time he says oh baby every time is one more number of guilt and shame another one another boy not a man to fill you full of hate every used condom that they leave behind reminds that you are only a puppet their living breathing blow up doll they want some you've got another call a cheap dirty whore so easy to use so easy they say just to please me when it doesn't only the scars for another one night stand emotional scars that takes the razor by hand and lets you bleed out all of that shame and guilt lets you bleed out this used condom feeling pull up your pants as he's walking out the door tell him you'll see him later even though you'll never anymore in those brief moments before he said goodbye all you could do was sit ponder and wonder why why do you keep doing things that make you feel so used flush yourself and start over another man.... becomes: four times two get up and sit on the bed soak in the musky smell of sex and sweat get up and pick up the clothes on the floor throw away the dirty condom feeling of trash a dirty whore will you never learn to say just wait so afaird that the man will escape that you'll never see him if you don't give in and you end up used and lonely knowing that you'll never see him again another boy not a man another condom one night stand one more time to hit the sack with one more roll of thunder another boy not a man felling used another number

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