I知 falling.
My cheeks are hot,
My stare is glossy.
I知 sorry.
Forgive me.
I didn稚 mean to get so far ahead.
It was a mistake.
Honestly, innocent at first.
I just wanted a look,
A smile.
Anything that acknowledged my form.
I felt my heart give way.
All for the hatred of myself.
Was it worth it?
I知 falling.
My hair is damp
My lips a blue hue.
I知 worthless,
Please forget me.
I知 nothing but a ridged frame.
I got caught up,
It痴 a loathing of the mirror.
All I wanted was to be smaller
To float on air.
I just wanted to have control.
I close my eyes.
And fall backwards.
Finally noticed, loved.
Understood. |