You lied then to me
You held back information that was crucial to my life.
And look where we are
LOOK where these lies have put you?
Do you see the position I am now in, thanks to you and these lies?
Maybe they aren't lies
But itís certainly not the truth!
You see what lies have done to you
You see the power they have yet you keep on lying to me
And I can tell every time.
I do all I can to tell help you out,
I do my best to bite my lip when you throw guilt trips at me
I do my best to not spit on you with shame
when I find out your already borrowing large amounts of money from this man you are now dating...
I hold back because you are my mother, and only because of that reason.
Otherwise, I would have been done with you long ago.
It shames me to such a degree to be put in the same room as you, and know that I am related to you;
To know I am your child, with part of your genes.
You do nothing but disappoint and disgust me more and more
But I can't stop helping you
Even though you opened my mail, and then lied about doing such a thing...
Even though you used my name and social security number to receive credit cards and what not...
I can't stop helping...
I can't not be there...
Whatís wrong with me?
I leave my vehicle there for you, to keep a roof over your head,
I leave my mailing address the same
So you have a roof over your head
And you repay by:
"OPENING MY MAIL"