The days I spent deprived from your charm
I sit here tempted with thoughts to end this.
As months fly slow, I suffer more heartbreak,
Of feelings that have wilted to be forgotten.
This could never be a break up
But my essence is tearing itself apart
Because your words fluster me
After all the sweat weíve shed.
You beg me to carry forth this relationship,
As if in time whatever separate us will end.
On and on, itís your words who speak,
Yet they never seem to accomplish this pain I've dealt.
Iíve never been one to argue
But I need to bring you to your senses
Of how irrational this would be
Of how suicidal all this will end to.
You tell me to hang in there but all I see are
Couples enjoying their lives as I should with you,
Do you not know of the loneliness my frail heart takes?
So annoyed and displeased by those I see together.
I know this is new and youíre lonely
And sometimes all you need is a hug.
You notice couples holding hands
And youíre angered that itís not you.
For what reasons should I confine myself in this torment?
For what reasons should I prolong this heartache?
My time feels as if itís running low, I await for nothing,
Can you not see that I am hurting without you?
I understand your patience is tested
And your failing is becoming apparent
But please, the rewards will be great
For we have a lifetime together.
The thoughts come to me day after day,
What if another charms you more than I?
Would you replace me deep within your heart?
Or would you remain true to the words you say?
I donít have time to be with others
Another love cannot sneak up to me.
Since my whole heart is already taken,
I donít have the slightest space.
All I have of you are the memories of us together,
Frozen and encrypted in my head like photographs,
As my heart burns for you through the sleepless night,
I need you in my presence today and forever to get me through,
This cold and listless winter I spend within myself, without you...
Let us enjoy this surprised meeting
For when again will we peacefully sleep?
These moments are cherished memories
It captures the strength of our love.